Hey fam,
This week, I’m opening the doors to my paid letter for you, no strings attached. I want you to get a taste of the deeper dive we usually reserve for paying subscribers. Think of it as a sneak peek into the inner circle.
Enjoy the read, and let me know your thoughts.
How to time travel here on Capricorn Born
The time-space-magic-matrix we live in/on/around/through has many mysteries.
That means that if you’re finding yourself called to one of these past messages, it’s finding you at the perfect time.
In case you’re interested or called to…
✨If you missed the message from Death, check it out here.
✨If you missed the message from 8 of Wands, check it out here.
✨If you missed the message from 3 of Cups, check it out here.
Let’s hear from the 9 of cups reversed…
First, a few terms & interpretations of the 9 of cups reversed:
✨Inner work, overindulgence, greed, satisfaction with self, materialism, emotional instability, unfulfilled desires, discontentment, unmet goals✨
Before you close this email and give up because it’s a reversal, stick around!
There’s a lot to cover here.
Take your medicine, loves.
Natalie
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How to receive today’s message
👉Rather than picking a card, I hope to explore what this card wants you to know from its perspective. Energetically, let’s say.
Find a place where you can read quietly for a few minutes.
I believe that readings tend to hold more weight—and end up being more helpful for you—if you’re able to bring a problem, question, or situation you’d like insight on to the reading first.
Think of something where you might be seeking guidance. Sit with it for a few breaths.
Then ask:
✨What might the 9 of Cups reversed want me to hear today about ____________? (insert your query)
Let’s begin.
Nine of Cups Reversed, what would you have me know about _____________?
I want to talk right to that part of your tender heart that is looking around at everything going on in the world and can’t take it anymore.
You know that part I’m talking about?
It’s that part of you that simultaneously says, “f*ck it, it’s all going to hell anyways,” and “maybe there’s hope.”
There’s always hope, muffin crumb.
But here’s the answer you need but might not want to hear:
The hope isn’t out there.
It’s in there (that’s me pointing at your middle somewhere).
I know you just rolled your eyes, and I’m fine with that. Because I’m here to remind you that the bliss of contentment has very little to do with what’s going on “out there” and a whole bucket load to do with what’s going on “in there” (me pointing again).
But let’s just say that’s all crap, and you don’t believe it.
Take a sip of this tea, then:
Do you know how to find contentment? True satisfaction with yourself?
Keep your word to yourself.
Every.
Single.
Time.
Right now, you may be feeling emotionally wobbly sometimes, angry that someone has something you want, and sick of feeling like you don’t have enough, aren’t enough, or are totally exhausted.
The “E” in your gas tank should stand for exhausted rather than empty because there’s a little movement in exhaustion. Like, the indulging you sometimes do hoping it will plug all the holes in your bucket, dear Liza.
But buying and eating and getting wildly, irresponsibly inebriated, or escaping into exercise or work or the forest and never coming out except to pay your bills has a way of taking your beautiful emotions and swinging them completely off balance.
It’s tough to feel great when you’re exhausted from the chasing and escaping all the time.
But hear me out, sweet lemonade.
There’s a bucket load of hope available to you. In this case, 9 of them. And all without holes, I swear.
It’s your job to know one thing:
What you seek is not out there.
What you seek is a happier relationship with yourself, no matter who’s around or where you are.
What if you tried to do that thing where you stand with your hands on your hips like a superhero? I’m no expert in psychology, but apparently, it boosts the confidence of people who do this one simple thing.
You’re the hero of this story, and you’re so damn close to bliss. I know. It’s right around the corner.
You might be annoyed that the old 9 of Cups is giving you some tough love, but that’s because it’s true: I love you.
Every part of you. Even when you roll your eyes like you did before.
So, take a minute to feel the contentment and peace that are already yours. Imagine what it looks like.
Go ahead, I’ll wait.
Imagine.
What does your 9 of Cups life look like? Can you get so clear you can feel it too?
That’s where you start, little droplet.
And I’m here to guide you.
To remind you of who you are and how powerful you are and how much is right around the corner where all the ducks who like to be in rows are waiting.
Splish splash, lovey,
-Nine of Cups Reversed